..so keep me awake to memorize you

Tuesday, January 01, 2008 ♥

/2008/

Selamat Tahun Baru Semua!

So how did I spent my New Years Eve?

While everybody is busy counting down, I was in bed thinking back about the the news I've received earlier that afternoon.

It made my heartache and I dont deny it made me all teary.

Why was I feeling that way when I received the news?

*it made me feel confused*

I prayed to god to give me courage and not to look back.

When I woke up this morning, I told myself to start afresh

New Year, New Resolutioins, New Person.

Insyaalah

whateva it is, I would never forget to pray to HIM to give me the courage and strength to go on with life facing these obstacles.

Have an enjoyable New Year ahead people!

May allah bless you to be a better person and enjoy your life fruitfully

so kanak-kanak time for school tomorow!

and nora( note to self,) time for work tomorow ok!Enough resting!

God knows what He's doing, and sometimes we project what we can't see, but only He knows what's going to happen, and He knows the best. For all of us.

I believe, everything happens for a reason

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007 ♥

This would be my last entry before I privatise my blog.

Why not now you ask?

It's because this entry is dedicated to my loved ones and I want people to know that I love them so much and would never trade for anything.

To my gemz:

you all means a lot to me. Those talks we had from sleepovers to staying till late night out.

Nothing has changed much besides us being busy with our own things.

But I am happy having to linger around with you people.

Although sometimes I feel troubled and needed someone to confide in, spending time with you people make me forget those troubles away surprisingly without me having to let it out.

Also, during my O'levels, I had no time to spend time with you guys since I was busy studying,

I miss you all a lot. Maybe because it was the stressful period.

Then, i remembered, I wrote about you guys for my english composition. I still remember the tittle was Heroes.

You ALL gave me the encouragement to go through the hurdle.

Thank yous for the i-believe-you-can-succeed-motivation.

It does kept me going.

I may not tell you guys openly, but deep deep down inside my heart, i love you all lots.

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To my family members:

Everyone was there to give me support. Especially my parents.

Sending me to aljunied for the tuition and motivation courses.

I sure to burn a hole in their pocket.

During the critical period, everyone was being understanding to me.

Everyone knew that I had to study in a very very silent place.

So the television volume is reduced to minimal.

Everyone was being patient with my temperimental attitude.

Dont blame me, too stressed out ok?

thank you ibu,ayah,abang,asheek.

i love you all lots

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To the fash:

We all have been together since secondary one.

Sure time flies right?

5 years passed by and we all are still standing strong.

You all are there when i cry.

You all are the ones who laugh when i cry.

you all are the ones who cry when i cry.

I remember during the MT O'level results, i cried and you all we there to comfort me.

That is never forgotten.

Well, besides that, there are also happy memories kan?

going to escape,masak-masak di rumah wani,cycling at the beach, play arcade,watching movie marathon, lepaking session and celebrating one anothers bdae.

Who can forget that?

What i am going to say is, we have been there through good and bad times.

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To the shifzaha:

We all surely remember the gossip sessions at the library right?

You guys also made my day in school man.

remember we made fun of the judges if shifa sings my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard?

what will happen to those 3 teachers( u know who kan? )

hahaha

you all were also there to laugh out together with our own funny antics.

those memories man.

i'm missing them.

If only school never ends,

yahh right

*rolls eyes peoples*

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Okay, so now I am reminiscing the past as well as dedicating how I felt towards my loved ones.

sebab itu this blog is called reminisce-memories.

Because I love to reminisce.haha

ok. will update in a few days time.

i promise not to reminisce to much in case u all feel bored.

haha.

*Always remember to slow down in life; live, breathe, and learn; take a look around you whenever you have time and never forget everything and every person that has the least place within your heart.*

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Thursday, September 20, 2007 ♥

I have been feeling out of sort lately and I dont know why.

I was thinking too much I guess about some trivial things.

Im learning to let go.It was never mine in the first place and I knew that.

I leave it up to god.

The main first thing i need to do is to hate you.

let time heal this wound =(

Oh girls, i really need the outing tomorow =)

sch is sungguh STRESS! POA remedial everyday.

wahhh! DIE

*I've FINALLY learnt to say, whatever will be will be

I've leart to take, the good the bad and BREATHE*

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Sunday, September 16, 2007 ♥

Hello people! I'm back blogging again! =))

How time really flies. O level is nearing and ramadhan has come.

Alhamdullilah, so far i am still able to fast.

This year ramadhan is kind of different for me.

I would like to thank that person for making me repentful and treasure this month of ramadhan more sincerely.

Since they ramadhan is the blessing month, i perform my prayers more sincerely.

Oh please dont get me wrong, its not that i've not been too sincere all this while but you know be much much more sincere.

Not forgetting that

These few days was heart-wrenching for me.

**when it's not alright

when it's not ok

will you try to make me feel better?

will you say alright?

will you say ok?

will you stick with me through whatever?

or run away **

only god knows how i felt about it.

To you, you have always be in my doa and I hope one day if god’s willing, it will come true

insyallah.

to you people out there, cherish this month as who knows you might not be able to come upon this blessing month again next year

as for now, lets us all put aside those gossips and bitchy talks alright?

on the other hand, darlings , lets make a date for break-fast together shall we ?

will update again soon!

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007 ♥

/vent/

Something for thought.

I can never understand people. Just when i thought i know much about someone, bad things happen.

Spreading bad things about me makes people think that im the bad one here.

However, they never get to hear from my side of story. its a pity i know.

I love to gossip. and i dont deny that. But, talking bad things about your friend behind that person is a no-no.

while in front of the person, you show fake expression. i can see that. im not blink ok.

When you said you hate people talking about you, have you ever think back and reflect about YOURSELF?

i doubt so.

i know everyting what you tell people.

and i pretend not to know anything.

whatever it is, i know my conscience is clear.i've told some people my side of story and i know you all felt the same way as i do.

with the support from both my parents, and the rest

(you all know who you are)

i felt better. i know im not alone.

thanks you guys.

For now, im being a kind soul to still regard u as a friend although i hate you..

and the main thing is, i will never trust you again.

lets past be past. and now lets remain as just friends.

its too much for me to bear.

anyways

its really funny how my father gives his opinion when i told them about it.

its rare i tell you.

haha

i wont be updating much.

busy with school work and also encountering with LAME problems.

p/s: this entry is just something for thought.

dont be too over-sensitive ok if you think im talking about you here.

im NOT!

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