/ Too much in my head /
2nd entry for the day. Im sorry but i just feel like blogging.
I just realised that today is Wednesday. I mean 6 dec.
And next tuesday which is on the 12th, i'll be off to Sunway Lagoon.
And will be back on the 15th or 16th(not sure).
What worries me the most is my N level results will be on the 18th.
WHAT IF : i tremendously enjoyed myself during the trip and come back to get to know that my results is dissapointing?
You get what i mean ,dont you?
The guilty feeling..
I just dont feel secure in a sense.
What if i dont make it to sec 5 ?
That means i have to go to ite.
(some of you must be saying, THINK POSITIVE)
Im sorry, but I cant.
we have to think of other possibilities too right?
its really bugging me.
I told ibu about this mater already.
But she says just leave it to fate.
As I've done my best.
I just can't stop worrying.
I dont want to have the guilty feeling.
for now give me some time alone so that i can be mentally prepared for the worst cann?